Never thought I would, but here I am
Somewhere I lost my innocence
Said I cant go back, so here’s my front
So I set out on a course to win
I pulled myself up with my two hands
Now as I look at all the things I’ve gained
I proved that I’m good at hiding shame, now
I wanna be a child again
I wanna trust with all I am
Jump into the arms of Jesus
And grow up to be like Him
I wanna let ambitions go
I just wanna live my Father’s love to know
I’m tired from trying to be the stronger man
I wanna be a child again
I’ve seen this world from west to east
Mostly from a window seat
I’ve seen my name shine in lights
But that glory fades like fireflies
I’m cynical and scared
Jesus help me find my feet
And choose the steps where yours have been
Back to how it used to be back then
My Seeker finds me where I hide
In the corners of guilt and under my pride
And His grace is chasing down this heart
I run away but I never get far
I’m gonna trust with all I am
jump into the arms of Jesus
And grow up to be like Him
I’m gonna let ambitions go
I just wanna live my Father’s love to know
I’m tired from trying to be the stronger man
I wanna be a child again
I’m leaving the life of pretense and pretend
I want to be a child again
there’s a kingdom that only the young will enter in
I want to be a child again